Love, Life and Drastic Changes.

When you love someone, you sometimes have to adjust and face serious changes. Say you've fallen in love, and the person of interest has a child. Could you make such a major decision as to be something of a parental figure? Say you hate children and you, yourself, do NOT want them. Could you bring yourself to be there? No matter how hard it may be, no matter how hard you have to work? When you're in love you sometimes have to make sacrifices. This is mine:
I don't want children. Nor do I remotely like children. But I'm in love with a boy. He has a daughter. I'm willing to get over myself and be there no matter what. It's all worth it to me. And I feel that it takes real love to make this kind of choice with no one even asking this of you. It takes real love to want to be there and swallow your pride enough to do so. And I've done it. I've decided, on my own accord, that I want to do this. I'm sure if I bond with her, it'll be alright.
I plan to help him gain full custody of her. Why? Because I love him. And he'll be happy. And I'll be happy.

The moral of the story is, love is a many splendid thing. (quoted from Moulin Rouge) And I promise you, it's real and it can save you. But take my word for it, never follow your heart or your brain. Always, always, always follow your gut. That's what I do. And it's when I ignore my gut that everything fucks up in the end. So whenever my gut says it's wrong, I listen for fear of losing the boy I've given my all to. And a quote from Moulin Rouge, a quote that I hold very close to my heart: The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return.

When you love someone, that is the greatest feeling you'll ever have in life. And when you have it, hold onto it as if nothing else matters. Because that's just it; nothing else matters. Nothing. Else. Matters.

Discuss.

The Scientific Rant Concerning the Skies and the Egotistical Universe.

In time Dark Energy will overrule Dark Matter causing the universe to expand into forever.

And in time there will be no new stars, the stars will die out, one by one.

The universe will be a very cold, very lonely place.

All body's of water will freeze over and there will be no lifeforms anywhere throughout the entire universe.

But it's completely illogical to say forever, because if nothing lasts forever than eventually forever must end.

I mean seriously, look around. how could anything last forever?

One day mankind will meet their demise and so will all other lifeforms.

So we need to live, yeah?

All that can really be said is to never waste a second of time, time is very precious, if not important.

And every second wasted is a second we cannot retrive.

As for time travel, if you go to the past you won't be able to do things over, you won't be able to say goodbye.

It's gone. You go there and you find nothing. You find your dimise.

And there will be nothing if you were to go to the future.

You'd be surrounded by buildings with lack of humans and/or animals.

As for religious beliefs; there is proof that jesus ever even existed.

The bible was re-written hundreds, if not thousands of times over.

And originally, there were about sixhundered and thirteen commandments.

Possibly more, possibly less.

However. It is quite funny, society really expects us to believe there's an invisible man in the clouds or 'heavens' of the universe.

And this invisible man; god, loves all of us.

But if you disobey any of the commandments or if you don't believe in him, he'll condemn you to hell, to burn and suffer for all eternity.

Until the end of time...but he loves you.

The north star is actually the brightest star in the night sky; Sirius.

And the 'three kings' is actually the three stars; Orion's Belt.

And the 'son' is the Sun.

It reaches it's lowest points durning Winter, but on 25 December, it is at it's at it's normal height in the sky and the is the 'son of god'.

And death is a part of life. Nothing to obsess over.

And life, is, well. Life. Haha. And there is proof of the afterlife.

Watch educatinal television and read a lot. ;] That's what I do. Lol.

But most of my knowledge is based on logic. There should be a logical explanation for everything. 'god' is science. Science is 'god'.

That's just how it works.

I've got a lot of theories, and a lot of theories on how to prove those theories.

That's all anything is until someone proves it.

The sky is so vast and empty.

Empty with so many healthy points of light.

We will one day find the Tree of Life.

We will one day see that the only way to gain immortality...is death.

Discuss.

Fate and the Strained Thoughts of Billions.

(old blog, I just wanted to post it here)

How can you kill something that’s already dead?

You wouldn’t believe how many times I’ve asked myself that exact question.

As well, how can something come from nothing?

I do believe we all came from nothing, and in turn we must go back to which we came.

Death is a word that can scare anybody into living.

But life is a word that can scare anyone to death.

I’ve thought about, maybe everything is just an illusion.

I’ve also pondered whether or not everything we know is true or not.

But then you think: KARMA. It has absolutely NO elemental properties.

That’s when you realize, there must be something, right?

You just don’t know what, and that’s what will drive you insane.

That’s what will kill you.

You eat up all the physical boundaries you’ve set for yourself until you’re nothing but an open wound to society.

The foundation of life begins to crumble out from under your feet and you fall.

You fall and fall and fall.

You fall until you hit the floor of eternity and thus you destroy everything you know.

And when it’s all over, only then will you realize the fate of eternity is much greater than the fate of the universe.

Because they are the same, until they return into oblivion.

And to heal yourself is to know why you are wounded.

And to harm your soul is to realize the design in which the fate of all elemental boundaries will play out.

You will NOT get eternity handed to you on a silver platter.

You have to earn it, the same way you had to earn your life.

Life is great, right?

I mean, even though you never get out of it alive.

Death creates life. Life creates death. It's a never ending cycle.

We're caught in the middle.

We didn't ask to be here, I know I certainly didn't.

But we're here.

There has to be a reason.

There is no fucking way that it's just coincidence.

No fucking way.

Now, I'm extremely open-minded, but religion just never made sense.

I despise organized religion. It's disgusting and ridiculous.

But, I will not disrespect said religions.

It's not my place and I'm not that rude.

I like the idea of Agnosticism.

It just makes sense to me.

And it's nothing like 'give me all your money'.

It's more like, 'there is no way of proving nor disproving any deities, I cannot prove there is or isn't and neither can you.'

That just makes so much more sense to me.

And it's blunt.

Very blunt.

Discuss.

Religion in the Perspective of an Agnostic.

This is from my blogs on MySpace. I figured they would be appropriate for Blogger. :]

Atheism is just another belief.
Believing in the existence of god is just as ignorant as believing in only science.
Contemplating both, yet not caring for either is the only sensible thing.
Hence- Agnosticism.

So. You have two things; Logic and belief.
Personally, I side with logic.
Belief, however, can mean multiple things.
But in this case, obviously, we're panning towards faith (belief, ya digg?)

Okay, as an Agnostic, it's only natural for me to side with logic.
I can be very complex, but I stick with what I know.
Humanity is simply not meant to know if there is or is not a god.
And I'm perfectly fine with that.
I'm happy with that.
Because, as an Agnostic, I don't have this fear that if I do something wrong.
And if I don't repent, some invisible man will set me on fire.

Now, let's think about religion.
And let's think about what it has caused since the dawn of it's first appearance.
Don't worry, I'll explain each.

Religion has caused;
-Fear.
-Genocide.
-Betrayal.
-Hypocrisy.
I'm sure there's more.
But, I'm trying to cover the basics.

Explanations;
-Fear: The fear that there is an invisible man is in the clouds and he watches everything you do, and if you do wrong by him and if you do not ask for forgiveness, you will be tortured for all of eternity. The fear that one day, soon and very unexpectedly, the rapture will come and those who followed his laws will be taken from their families and friends to be in heaven, while the sinners are left to die in a war of fire and disaster. That everyone will be judged according to what they believe and what they practice.

-Genocide: Religion has caused countless wars and unnecessary murders. People have killed their own families because they were convinced that they were either evil, possessed, witches, etc., when they were simply just living freely and tied to no god. Hundreds of people, falsely accused of being witches, were burned alive. Religion has caused numerous civilizations to turn against one another and crumble.

-Betrayal: As explained in 'Genocide', people turned on their own families and their own people because of religion. People destroyed lives because of religion. Etc.

-Hypocrisy: Oh, this is a fun one. See, it even states in the bible, that you should NOT push your religion upon others. That you should NOT be overly religious. It says nowhere that being gay is a sin. It says nowhere that anyone should hate someone because of a different religion, race or sexuality. Christianity is so crooked and they've bent so far back that they don't even realize that their spine is split in two.

I'd very much like to know your views on religion.
You know mine.

I am not trying to prove, nor disprove, anyone's belief or disbelief.
Believe what you want.
Just don't make it the center of your universe.
Don't try to make others convert to a religion that no one can prove to be correct or otherwise.

Be happy with what you believe.
Don't make such a big deal.
Yes, it's sufficient for an interesting argument.
But, that doesn't mean shove it down someone's throat.

Try watching 'Zeitgeist' (part one).
You might learn something.

You know, sometimes I wonder why everyone believes that there is some kind of supreme being or whatever, and when I think about it I realize that it's because they want something to believe in, because it helps them get through their lives happily.

But what if there is nothing and the only thing there is well, nothing but a void.

Then what? Where is your god now?

Y'know, I tried believing in god, I tried going to church, but it never ever worked for me because I'm not stupid like everyone out there who believes that if you believe in anything else you go to hell, it's stupid.

If your god is supposed to love EVERYONE then why do christians do nothing but judge and criticize?

Honestly. Why would someone create people and do it a certain way, with a divine plan and whatnot hate his on 'children'? It's stupid.

I'll bet most of the christians that read this don't even know how many commandments there really are.

Ten commandments? That's a load of shit.

There are six hundred and thirteen ORIGINAL commandments.

But the fucking bible has been rewritten so many damn times I bet none of you know that.

Well, you do now, but still, it doesn't matter.

Now, I've got nothing at all against any religion, but I hate it when they dump that shit in my face, I DON'T CARE!

I'm an Agnostic, now, I know a lot of people think that means I don't believe in anything, well, that's not true, Atheists don't believe in anything, Agnostics believe there is something there, but we're not really sure what it is exactly.

Because see, I don't know which religion, if any are true, and neither do you.

But again, believe whatever it is you want, but again, don't throw it in my face.

Don't be like, 'if you're gay you're going to hell' or 'god hates fags' or whatever.

You people are completely oblivious to your hypocrisy.

But like I said. I'm not here to judge nor am I here to alter your beliefs.

By all means, believe in what you want.

Just don't try and change someone else's outlook on religion.

Because that's not very christian, now is it?

I'm not saying all christians are the same, but I am saying most of them are.

Just all I'm saying is give other religions a chance.

Everyone has a right to be who they are.

And not even a petty law can change that.

Homosexuals and everything else are completely normal!

I'm an extreme Agnostic and I LOVE my beliefs.

But you don't see me prancing around being a dick to everyone.

Shit, Buddhism could be the right religion, nobody knows.

We all wanna believe that what we are will get us where we want to go when we die.

And who knows, maybe every religion is correct.

Maybe if you believe when you die you go to heaven, that's where you go.

Maybe if you believe you go through the whole Buddhist process of reincarnation, y'know, maybe you do, nobody knows for sure.

And maybe that's the thrill of the ride.

Discuss.