Fate and the Strained Thoughts of Billions.

(old blog, I just wanted to post it here)

How can you kill something that’s already dead?

You wouldn’t believe how many times I’ve asked myself that exact question.

As well, how can something come from nothing?

I do believe we all came from nothing, and in turn we must go back to which we came.

Death is a word that can scare anybody into living.

But life is a word that can scare anyone to death.

I’ve thought about, maybe everything is just an illusion.

I’ve also pondered whether or not everything we know is true or not.

But then you think: KARMA. It has absolutely NO elemental properties.

That’s when you realize, there must be something, right?

You just don’t know what, and that’s what will drive you insane.

That’s what will kill you.

You eat up all the physical boundaries you’ve set for yourself until you’re nothing but an open wound to society.

The foundation of life begins to crumble out from under your feet and you fall.

You fall and fall and fall.

You fall until you hit the floor of eternity and thus you destroy everything you know.

And when it’s all over, only then will you realize the fate of eternity is much greater than the fate of the universe.

Because they are the same, until they return into oblivion.

And to heal yourself is to know why you are wounded.

And to harm your soul is to realize the design in which the fate of all elemental boundaries will play out.

You will NOT get eternity handed to you on a silver platter.

You have to earn it, the same way you had to earn your life.

Life is great, right?

I mean, even though you never get out of it alive.

Death creates life. Life creates death. It's a never ending cycle.

We're caught in the middle.

We didn't ask to be here, I know I certainly didn't.

But we're here.

There has to be a reason.

There is no fucking way that it's just coincidence.

No fucking way.

Now, I'm extremely open-minded, but religion just never made sense.

I despise organized religion. It's disgusting and ridiculous.

But, I will not disrespect said religions.

It's not my place and I'm not that rude.

I like the idea of Agnosticism.

It just makes sense to me.

And it's nothing like 'give me all your money'.

It's more like, 'there is no way of proving nor disproving any deities, I cannot prove there is or isn't and neither can you.'

That just makes so much more sense to me.

And it's blunt.

Very blunt.

Discuss.