Cure My Tragedy: My Letter to God.

I have nothing left.
I'm nothing to myself or anyone else.
All I ever do is fuck up.
I'm the biggest piece of shit on the planet.
I've lost the one person that I thought would always be there.
I've lost all I've ever had.
There's nothing left now.
Everything is broken.
There is no beauty in anything.
Nothing matters.
Nothing matters.
Nothing matters.
Nothing matters.
Nothinf mater.
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Nothing.


It's gone.
My life no longer holds meaning.
I feel more dead inside than ever before.
I am a creation of destruction.


There is no god.
There can't be.
And if there is, he abandoned me long ago.
No god would take away someone's everything.
Especially not after taking the two things that meant the most.
I have accepted that I am alone.
I have been abandoned.
And there is no turning back.
I can't change the past.
I cannot make things right.


I am the lowest of the low.
If you don't believe me, you will see one day.
I am nothing.
I have nothing.


Turn back time.
Turn back time.
Turn back time.
Turn back life...


Diesease > Control.
Death > Life.
Despair > Hope.
Torment > Peace.


The world is shit.
I fit in well.
I am the face of destruction.
I am Death.
Will we pay for what we've done?
I have been paying.
I am paying.
My dues are far from paid.
And my life ended years ago.


Wake me when the world ends.
Tell me when everything is over.
Show me how to die.
I can't learn to live.
We can't find the meaning of life, because there is none.

Discuss.

I am the Night.

Welcome to the end of the world, my loves.
This is where we will fall apart, into the waves of the dark.
I am the night, I am the end.
I will always be the critically acclaimed demise of our time.


Today I will tell you of my being.
Reptilian, in all sense.
Emotions are a lie.
Love is a chemical emotion that the brain releases.
And it can be blocked.
And I have blocked it with ease.
Considering my incapability to feel human emotion.


I sound crazy.
And maybe I am.
And if I am, I am not ashamed.


Emotions will kill you in the end.

We are death.
























Discuss.

Bittersweet Memories Regarding the Loss of Love.

I want to destroy you. I want to watch you burn. I want to see your flesh decay. I want to feel your suffering. I hope you choke on the lies your spilled from that pretty little mouth of yours. You will die, and I will live. That's the way this kind of thing goes. You're pathetic. You're a liar. You'll never change. I will forever love you. And I will forever hate you. You destroy everything you touch. You are a criminal among many. I want you out of my head. I want you out of my life...you pathetic excuse for a man. You killed my heart.


There's a hole where my heart should be. I cannot feel human emotion anymore. So maybe you saved me.


Or maybe you broke me far beyond repair.


Discuss.