(finally finished!)
1:12 AM 14/6/2011
Timeline of Dread
I can't remember what I can't forget
All all the things you said, remain in my head
I try to forget, but still I think of you instead
It's breaking me down, as I lay here in my bed
I don't want to know who I am
I make myself dream about the end
And my heart beats faster, and I can't get you out of my head
My heart is filled with dread
All I can understand is the pain of everything I despise
Please love, take off this disguise...
I'm falling quickly, and I'm losing touch in my head...
I wish I could forget you, all this pain, all this dread
I lost myself in thoughts of you
You stole from me, all that I ever was, that much is true
I don't want to know who I am
I make myself dream about the end
And my heart beats faster, and I can't get you out of my head
My heart is filled with dread
All I can understand is the pain of everything I despise
Please love, take off this disguise...
I'm losing you...I can't remember the feel of your skin
Losing you is saving me from all these horrid sins...
And in the night, you are no longer a craving
A life worth living, is a life worth saving
And in the end, I forgot your name
Your face is gone and I'm completely sane